Aim , competition and all...

I am a 12th class medical student preparing for neet and living in a hostel and through this post i want to share some of my thoughts about competition which strike my mind oftenly. these thoughts could be of every teenager but the difference is that i am giving them words . 

hostel m aksar jab kisi exam m ache marks nhi aane k baad depressed ho jati to aksar sochti  ki kitna jyada competition h yr neet mein . aur main to iss competition mein kahin stand hi nhi karti aur uss time mere dimag mein mere sare weak topics strike krte fir m aur jyada depress ho jati sochti ki jab itna jyada  competition h to, neet ko face krna jruri h kya , isk bina kya life nhi chalegi kya yhi life thodi h , yhi ekloti oppotunity thodi h iss duniya m.............!!!!?????

pr fir thodi der relax krne k baad m khud ko smjhati ki 

neet mein competition hai vo bhi bhot jyada hai , aur isiliye vo tera aim h ... vo tough hai isiliye tujhe fight marni hai . agr tu sirf bakiyon ka competition dekhti rahegi to tereko pta bhi nhi chalega ki tu khud kab uss competition se bahar ho jayegi . tu khud kabhi kisiko competition nhi de payegi aur bakiyon ka rashta aasan bna degi.....

bahar nikalna tu afford nhi kr sakti , aur agar koi terese aage jata h to tu usse thodi si mehnat to karwyegi hi itni asani se hi thodi nikal jaaane degi.

so just gear up and start right now dont waste your time just thinking on and on . you know it very well thats its all about falling ,failing but starting again and again.... so come onnn you can do it  

you are going to crack it for sure that too in your first chance , this year because this is your year...........